stayed single the whole year.
kissed someone new (my current boyfriend)
made-out for the first time
fell in love
fell in love with a idiot
had your heart broken
broke someone else's heart
had a stalker
having a good relationship with someone (great relationship!)
questioned your sexual orientation
(came out of the closet
gotten someone else pregnant
gotten married
(had a divorce
had a gay marriage
dated someone you'll never forget
done something you've regretted
lost your true love
lost faith in someone

WORK/SCHOOL
got a promotion
got a pay raise
changed jobs
lost your job
quit your job
dated a co-worker…
dated your boss
dated your boss' daughter/son
got fired from your job
got straight A's
met one teacher you really like
met one teacher you really hated
found the subject you love
failed a class
cut class
skipped school
got into a fight with a classmate
did something you were proud of
discovered a new talent
gave the teachers a reason to teach
proved yourself an idiot
embarrassed yourself in front of the class
fell in love with a teacher
got a lead in the school play (beginning of 2005..)
made a varsity team
were involved in something you'll never forget
got sent to the office

OTHER
painted a picture
wrote a poem
ran a mile .. No, but I walked like more then 6 miles in one day
listened to music you couldn't stand
skinny-dipped
went to a sleepover
went to camp
threw a surprise party
laughed until you cried
laughed till you peed in your pants
flirted shamelessly
visited a foreign country
visited a different state
cooked a disastrous meal
lost something important to you (i also got it back and im never getting rid of it again!!!)
got a gift you adore
realized something new about yourself
went on a diet
tried to gain weight
dyed your hair
came close to losing your life
someone close to you died
went to a party
drank alcohol
drank alcohol underage
did (a) drug(s)
got drunk (HAHA sweetest day! LOL)
got arrested
read a great book
saw a great movie
saw a movie so scary that it made you cry
saw your favorite band/artist live
saw someone famous in person
did something you want to tell everyone ( I FELL IN LOVE!!)
enjoyed this year all over


My life In 2005
[PEOPLE]
1. Best friends?Ashley, Jeff, teddy, danielle, josh, jacob...ect
2. Best boyfriend/girlfriend? My best boyfriend is my baby Jeff, best girlfriend is Ashley
3. Lost any friends? i dunno
4. Gained any friends? Yes
5. Met a new good friend? naw

[P L A C E S]
1. Went out of the country? nope
2. Moved? no
3. New school? no
4. How many times on an airplane? none

5. Road trips?none
[Y O U]
1. Have you changed? In many ways
2. New look? Thinner
3. Any new addictions? naw
4. Biggest conflict this year? EVERYTHING HAS BEEN DRAMA...im so sick of it and ready for it to be over
5. Most depressed time this year? New year's eve...i almost lost my baby

[L O V E]
1. Did you fall in love? YES!!
2. Did you get heartbroken?no

3. Who was your summer boyfriend/girlfriend? Matt
4. How many boyfriends/girlfriends this year? 2
5. Favorite date? When Jeff took me out to dinner!

[S E A S O N S]
1. Favorite Season? Fall
3. Good birthday? 18 THIS SUNDAY!!
4. Any snow this year? Very Mild
5. Highest temperature? 90’s i think

[F I N A L Q U E S T I O N S]
Snuck out- no
Met a person who changed your life- I think so!
Kept your resolution- didn’t make one
Got arrested- nope
Had a first something- yea
Did anything illegal – yes
Had a crush- Yes
Lost a family member- no

Got bad grades- yes
Got suspended- no
Moved states- no
Got a myspace - Yeah!
Learned an instrument – nope
Started a band- no
Went streaking- no
Done something you shouldn't have? no
Kept a secret- yes
Told a secret- yea
Done something you totally regret- no

Goodbye 2005
1)Was 2005 a good year for you?
I met the love of my life so yes

2) What was your favorite moment of the year?
October 2nd.....when jeff asked me out!

3) What was your least favorite moment of the year?
HAHA where do i begin!

4) Where were you when 2005 began?
OH GEEZE....ummm....im so sweet i spent it with my mom lol

5) Who were you with?
my mom

6) Where will you be when 2005 ends?
At my house

7) Who will you be with when 2005 ends?
my mom

8) Did you keep your new years resolution of 2005?
didn’t have one

9) Do you have a new years resolution for 2006?
nope

10) Did you fall in love in 2005?
Yes

11) If yes, with who?
Jeffrey William Dean Jr.

12) If yes, do they know?
Yes, they love me just as much!

14) Do you regret it?
not in a million years

15) Did you breakup with anyone in 2005?
yeah

6) Did you make any new friends in 2005?
sure

17) Who are your favorite new friends?
Chester, lol hes really funny

18) What was your favorite month of 2005?
I met jeff in july......really good....he asked me out in October....EVEN BETTER!

19) Did you travel outside of the US (or Europe, or wherever the fuck you're living) in 2005? no
20) How many different states did you travel to in 2005?
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21) Did you lose anybody close to you in 2005?
no

22)Did you miss anybody in the past year?
some of my old friends

23) What was your favorite movie that you saw in 2005?
Notebook

24) What was your favorite song from 2005?
to many to name

26) How many concerts did you see in 2005?
0

27) Did you have a favorite concert in 2005?
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28) Did you drink a lot of alcohol in 2005?
not a lot

31) Did you do anything you are ashamed of this year?
ok ok now that i think about it yes i did do something

33) What was the worst lie someone told you in 2005?
Ha i don't even have a clue probably just blowing people off....i need to stop doing that

34) Did you treat somebody badly in 2005?
No...i dunno
35) Did somebody treat you badly in 2005?
no
36) How much money did you spend in 2005?
1000 dollars in summer on clothes....30 dollars a week a gas....you do the math

37) What was your proudest moment of 2005?
Getting with jeff
38) What was your most embarrassing moment of 2005?
oh god...if you know me you know this list is to long to even start! lol

39) If you could go back in time to any moment of 2005 and change, what would it be?
breaking up with jeff....thank god i got him back

40) What are your plans for 2006?
SPRING BREAK IN APRIL (with jeff) College!! WOoT wOoT!, get a better job, make jeff happy as possible....i dunno got a lot of plans though!

current mood: loved

The closer college gets here the more i wonder....

What did everyone get on their ACT's?

im just wondering wondering how i did compared to everyone and so far compared to most my friends im did BAD!! post a comment and let me know! XoXo

current mood: curious

Well the past two weeks have been crazy/hell. I got sick and got put on an antibiotic, after about 1 day on this antibotic i got sick and had a reaction to it, so i called my doctor and they told me to take this stuff to relieve it and keep taking the antibiotic as well....well this caused me to get a horrible pain in my lower abdomen on thrusday morning, we had a 1/2 day that day so i went to the doctor and it turns out i have a bladder infection. I am in the worst pain i have ever felt, so friday i only go a half day and then drive out to waterford and spend the rest of the day with my jeffery. It was such a good day. Saturday was ok.

I've seen my Jeffery everyday since friday!!! I love it. He makes me the happiest woman in the world!!!!!! I have honestly never been this happy. I smile from the time i get up til the time i go to bed and its all because of him!!!!! I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!

thats all for now...still sick, frustrated cuz i can't get better, can't see jeff tomorrow cuz work and it tares me up inside....i miss him every minute im not with him.

 Ashley I LOVE YOU TOO SEXY GIRL!!!

current mood: So in love..Jeffery i love you

I can't keep it in anymore and i just have to get it out....

I think i am in love! Jeffery makes me want to laugh, smile, and cry all at the same time. Everyday he tells me how smart and georgous i am. I love how he looks at me, how he smiles and his cute little laugh, lol i love how even when he is REALLY pissed at me when i say "I love you, bye" he will say it back. I love how spontanous he is, it keeps me on edge and never lets me expect anything. omg im soooooooooo happy

Baby, i love you!

Im tired and going to bed. XoXo

current mood: I LOVE MY JEFFERY

HAPPY ONE MONTH BABY!!!! I LAA YOU! (lol)

 I loved my present....it was the best thing anyone could have ever done!!!!!!!!!!

current mood: today was so wonderful!!!

Today was amazing! ASHLEY DIANE HUDSON I FRICKEN LOVE YOU! NEVER FORGET THAT! NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS! I ELL-OH-VEE-EE love you!

I was wondering....what drives people to change? Over the past 4 years oh high school i have watch some of the people i was closest with change....weather its what they wear or how they act or even how they talk. Is it other people influencing them or it is their own decision to become this way? High School may be full of drama, no dout it is, but did you ever take a step back to reflect on your years in high school? To look at who has changed or grown, who you have become distanced from or grown closer with? Did you ever look at someone and say you would never be friends with them and then become friends? This is the last year in high school, its so amazing, i still feel like a little freshman. And now in 2 months im going to be 18! Thats crazy! We wait all our lives to turn 18....why? when we get to 18 we want to be 21 (we all know why! lol) We wish and Wish and Wish and before we know it we are grown up with a family and a job and all these precious days are gone...days when we can turn the music in the car up and drive around in the warm summer days with our friends and stay up late and know we have no responsibilies! When we can act stupid and make mistakes. Have a day with no worries! Soon its all gonna be gone....its scary...one day were gonna be waking up and working a 12 hour day going home and starting over again!

I dunno what was just on my mind. Today i fell when i ws runnin for my phone at jeffs house and hit the wall and it my bad knee when i fell(lol i hit the ground so hard, yeah i cried too!!) and i made my knee bleed but it was still really funny lol! Saw MY kitty food! Over all it was a perfect day!

current mood: Jeffery your in my heart!

Saturday: Saw Jeff (of course) we didn't really do much, it was nice to just lay around lol. He got a really bad cramp while we were making out! LOL and he goes "Hold on." I was like "What?" And he goes "OMG IM AN OLD MAN!" I go what are you talking about! LOL and he goes "OMG I HAVE A CRAMP!!! It hurts sooooooo bad" lol he had to stop and rub it! it was soooooo funny!!!!!

Sunday: Went to the movies with Jeff's mom, sister, grandma, and cousins! We saw "Dreamer" OMG it was the cutest movie ever! I loved it! Then we went and got food. And went back to Jeffs house and just hung out for awhile.

Goin out there again tomorrow. Hopefully seeing Ash, i havent seen her all weekend. I really miss her!!!!! This weekend was a lot of fun considering some shit goin on. I'm so happy!!!!

current mood: loved

Sweetest day was OMG....i can only sum it up in those words. (Jeff, if you can put up with me after what i did Saturday night (lol) you can tolorate ANYTHING! )

Today was perfect in every way. Lol, jeff and i got a love child. Her name is Rose, she is a patch tabby. She is gray and white and totally adorble!!!!!! Jeff found her this morning by his porch freezing cold and took her in and then today i went over and we gave her a bath, picked out a name and just it was so cute. Him and I were laying in bed together and she fell asleep on my chest right by my neck all curled up. It was the cutest thing EVER!  Jeff really wants her to be a boy but hes getting over the fact shes a girl and he loves her so much. Its the cutest thing to see them together.

*I love the butterflies*

I can't put into words the feelings i have for you. I smile every waking minute because your always on my mind!!!

current mood: loved

Even with sweetest day only 4 days away I get surpised with Beautiful Roses of my favorite color!!! Made my night! Didn't expect it at all! I thought you were hiding my sweetest day present in your room! Not roses!

Now i can't see my Jeffery for 3 HOLE DAYS! *sniff sniff* but i get to see him Friday, saturday, sunday, and monday! YAY!!! *Every minute im not with you, i miss you more and more!!!*

i love when you and i were talking on saturday and i told you how much i was head over heals for you and you agreed and i said are you sure and you said yes, i said are you sure your sure again you reply yes and i say Positive? and you look at me and say, Nope...only fools are positive! I dunno why i like it but i did! Its kinda like our thing now lol!

Missing you so much!

KITTY FOOD I LOVE YOU AND I LOVE SHARING MY BUGS WITH YOU AND KISSING YOU INFRONT OF EVERYONE LOL AND MAKING CHESTER LOOK AT THE WRONG PUSSY! hahahaha!!! love you beautiful!!!

current mood: dorky

LaSt NiGhT.....AmAzInG in every way...

Laying in bed talking about everything....how do you feel about me i say.....his reply..."I'll tell you in 5 months" for anyone who doesn't know i have this whole issue with the I Love You words. I said that i think its okay for someone to say it after like 5 or 6 months so thats why he was saying he would tell me in 5 months.

I love falling asleep in funky positions! lol it was so funny

I love when you wear my pink zip up thing!!

I love when you play the drums and i go deaf! lol (my hearing did come back within 24 hours too!! lol!)

I love when you call and leave me SUPER sweet voicemails!

I love how annoyed you get when i make you clean your room!

I love when we fight over the CD your band made and i almost actually win!!

I love how when i look in the mirror you pull me away and kiss me and tell me that im gorgeous!!

So many more wonderful things happened last night, it was so awesome, i can't even begin to say. I couldnt stop smiling infact i still can't. Tomorrow is gonna be just as fun. I'm goin to see Ash, Jeff, and Teddy again.

I have my untrasound tomorrow so NO school! Hopefully everything is all well in my Abdomen!!!! Write more later! XoXo

current mood: ecstatic